I’m convinced

that I have some sort of dark other side to me that wants me to tell my roommate to shut the fuck up when she’s talking on the phone at 12am. Or to slap the kid that asked a dumbass question. Or reply to everything with an insult. I swear sometimes the stuff that comes out of my mouth isn’t even from me.

 I almost can’t believe that I can have a straight conversation with my roommate and then 2 seconds later want to rip out her voice box? Am I bi-polar? Maybe I’ve been so deprived of sleep that it’s fucking with my head. I actually had the thought of going into the kitchen and stabbing my dad at 4 in the morning because he was making noise while I was trying to sleep.

Something’s gotta be wrong with me.

Or maybe I’m just a bitch…..yeah. I’ll go with that. Don’t wanna be crazy now.

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